Thursday April 28, 2011: 9:44 A.M
Posted Apr 28, 2011 9:56am
I've been up since Monday with my Mom- I'm trying to sleep, we
all are trying, but its difficult to leave her side for an
instant.
We are waiting to hear with the team of doctor's. The nurse was in on a meeting they had, and have told us that they want to have a family meeting to discuss my mom's condition. The nurse told us that things are not improving for my mom, they are worsening now.
They are worsening because the bacteria that has exploded within her body, her blood, is still growing, even after being on antibiotics. They continue to adjust them according to the type of bacteria they are finding, its just that it continues to grow regardless of the antibiotics. This is not a good indication that she can improve.
Now her kidneys are showing signs of failure and her cardiac output is getting worse, not better.
It kills me and pains me as I write this to even write it. BUT I KNOW you all are in desperation to know of a update and I know my mom would want me to tell you- so I'm writing this to you in the utmost pain and tears. However, what we now have to do and this is obvious, is to begin to prepare.
To prepare to release my mother in the manner in which she wants.
My mother has told us exactly what she wants - she wanted assistance breathing with a tube, she has told us that she even wants her heart to be shocked if that is necessary to bring her back. She has told us directly, that she won't go down without a fight.
She has told us that even she has even a partial chance and percentage, to do all that can be done for her to survive. This is my mom. Her love for us and life and will to live. We will grant every wish.
We have not talked to the doctor's but the nurse has told us they they will be telling us to begin to prepare to say goodbye and as much as it pains me to let her go or even think of it, we are going to hope and pray for a miracle and the decision of the family regardless of statistics and science, is to let the will of her body, mind soul and the Lord Jesus Christ to decide.
We are not giving up hope for my mom. and we will do all that is possible for her if she's in no pain and if she is not suffering.
I'm here to support her, I'm strong to support my father and my brothers and I know that this is now in God's hands and He will decide, no one else.
Pray for a miracle of healing for my Mom. This is now between her and God. But she's fighting, she's has shown us this, and we know that if anyone in this world that can come out of this .. it's Reyna Cheslick.
We are waiting to hear with the team of doctor's. The nurse was in on a meeting they had, and have told us that they want to have a family meeting to discuss my mom's condition. The nurse told us that things are not improving for my mom, they are worsening now.
They are worsening because the bacteria that has exploded within her body, her blood, is still growing, even after being on antibiotics. They continue to adjust them according to the type of bacteria they are finding, its just that it continues to grow regardless of the antibiotics. This is not a good indication that she can improve.
Now her kidneys are showing signs of failure and her cardiac output is getting worse, not better.
It kills me and pains me as I write this to even write it. BUT I KNOW you all are in desperation to know of a update and I know my mom would want me to tell you- so I'm writing this to you in the utmost pain and tears. However, what we now have to do and this is obvious, is to begin to prepare.
To prepare to release my mother in the manner in which she wants.
My mother has told us exactly what she wants - she wanted assistance breathing with a tube, she has told us that she even wants her heart to be shocked if that is necessary to bring her back. She has told us directly, that she won't go down without a fight.
She has told us that even she has even a partial chance and percentage, to do all that can be done for her to survive. This is my mom. Her love for us and life and will to live. We will grant every wish.
We have not talked to the doctor's but the nurse has told us they they will be telling us to begin to prepare to say goodbye and as much as it pains me to let her go or even think of it, we are going to hope and pray for a miracle and the decision of the family regardless of statistics and science, is to let the will of her body, mind soul and the Lord Jesus Christ to decide.
We are not giving up hope for my mom. and we will do all that is possible for her if she's in no pain and if she is not suffering.
I'm here to support her, I'm strong to support my father and my brothers and I know that this is now in God's hands and He will decide, no one else.
Pray for a miracle of healing for my Mom. This is now between her and God. But she's fighting, she's has shown us this, and we know that if anyone in this world that can come out of this .. it's Reyna Cheslick.
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